I Might

I might be able to wake knowing you are by my side
I might be able to feel alive if you looked into my eyes
I might be able to breathe knowing you are my lifeline

I might be able to get on with the day if I were numb
I might be able to see the sun behind the grey cloud and not succumb
I might find my feet and not have my laces undone

I might not be that lucky and be Miss Cloud 9
I might not have you for mine
I might not ever hear the words handsome and baby doll in the same line
I'll wait even if a toll is taken upon time.

Waiting Line

standing in line
ripped ticket could be fine
but im not

wanting the sun to shine
wheres the cloud with the silver line
its a long shot

seems im always in this place
the music to face
i have nothing left

follow the path race
a hollow soul to trace
lost upon the bend

leave my heart on the floor
as you walk out the door
now where are you sent?

one ticket to the show on the shore
hooked by your lure
this waiting line has went.

Honey

You're awake
I'm alive
Fix dinner, it's at five.

I wish it were that simple
With you it is
You're my last kiss.

This is the only place I want to be
This is the only thing I want to feel
You are the only thing I want to breathe
You are the only thing I can believe.

Best Sunday dress
On a Saturday afternoon
The flowers in bloom

Is this what happiness is?
My heart did benefit
Got me out of this deficit.

This is why I no longer hide
This is why I no longer lie
You are the reason I no longer have a thorn in my side
You are the reason I have no divide.

Sand In My New Mary- Jane's

Why don't you sit beside me and hold my hand?
We could go play in the sand
Watch the birds fly over out heads
As the day comes to an end.

Push me on the swing in the park
Take your turn before dark
Race me across the grass
With you I never come last.

Surprise me with a picked flower
Right before we're caught in an April shower
Run for cover, footprints left on the ground
You are proof that my life is a sound.

Dry off from the downpour
Take off shoes at the door
Rain slides down the window pane
Sand spills from my new Mary-Jane's.

smile, you're alive so quit whining

I will update as soon as I have something great to put down here. reading through all of these posts again really makes me think about what I was thinking when I wrote them. where I was when I wrote them (airports, buses, coffee shops, christmas day, the beach, the bathroom to name a few). Quite interesting to remember these things.

B.

seven things I like about you

I like your eyes
I like your smile
I like your voice
I like how you go the extra mile
for me

I like your laugh
I like your music
I like that you think I'm perfect.

Morning

Open my eyes
breathe out the li(f)e
button jeans
fit at the seams

reflection rejection
yesterday's injection
my baby blues
look right through

step down one by one
nowhere to run
anchor the bottom
forgiven not forgotten

all will clear and make sense
life for rent
you love my sins
you against my skin

Right Here, Right now

I never want to leave the place youve created in my head.
sitting on the grass under the stars. warm breath on the chilly air.
The world stops spinning. I start living.

The Girl With The Thorn In Her Side

I stained my jeans again trying to get to the other side

Cue the second act but I’m stuck on the first line.

It’s a fight and you’re ready for the next round.

Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang, I fall to the ground.

Get back up, back to the start to where it all unfazed.

Under the stars, under the night sky, a promise unmade.

The last kiss stings as much as the first

I’ll make my own hearse.

whatdoyouthinkithinkofyouandyourcontroloverme?

actually, you're pissing me off.
i hate you. and i dont like you.


my addiction * costs me at least $15 a day. Not cool. You suck.



*starbucks.

un valentines day(s)

I see the life in your eyes that was once there
Kissing in the rain will never be the same
The game is not fun anymore
The photograph is all ruined by the fingerprints I left behind
Coffee stain and torn edges
take this memory, thanks for the memory
I'll rewind back to before there was (i love) you(s)

It's been a while with so few words

Almost two years without a whisper? I shall surely be correcting that real quick. I am writing alot and striving towards finishing a draft of my screenplay I can set out into the world. I live in a fantastic city with lots of creative inspiration and I am much better writing things down into dialogue and fleshed characters rather than one liners and ramblings floating around in becky space. I miss this.

Here's an icebreaker:

25 Random Things About Me

1. I owned a Pink Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle skateboard when I was 11.
2. My favourite candy is Malteasers.
3. I live in leggings/jeans. depending on the day.
4. I won 2 medals for Baton Twirling when I was 13.
5. I am huge Spice Girls Fan.
6. I kept newspapers from Princess Diana's funeral.
7. I have never tried smoking. (and never will)
8. I have a fear of heights, sharks & underwater. You couldn't pay me enough money to go to sea world. I get nervous at petland and the fish tanks. ( I'll thank steven spielberg when I meet him)
9. I am slowly getting over my fear of spiders.
10. I love period movies- especially horrors that are set in that time.
11. I believe in ghosts.
12. I believe in aliens.
13. I believe we are all doing the best we know how.
14. I love photography- specifically black & whites.
15. My favourite actor & actress is Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet.
16. I am addicted to the colour pink.
17. My favourite drink is the Cinnamon Dolce Latte at Starbucks.
18. My initals are RAW.
19. My parent are my heroes.
20. I am not into sports.
21. I took easy classes in High School. I'm an artist, I don't need to take physics.
22. I hate cell phones, yet I gave in and bought one.
23. I wanted to be an actress.
24. I can't draw.
25. I can count on one hand the people who actually know me and I would trust with my life.

B